I was the girl in high school that stayed away from everyone else because I hate drama and now people strike up fights w me and tell me that Im the one being dramatic......Tell me how someone I havnt talked to in like a year or two can IM me and some how turn me into an insecure selfish bitch and then try and brush it off like I never grew up from high school.

 I dont even know myelf anymore .... I m not confident in myself and my decisions I somehow feel like no matter what I do or what decision I make its always the wrong one I cant make myself happy..... I wanna wake up every morning happy to be alive and enjoy my life as much as I CAN.....

Ok so last night on my late night web surfing I stumbled across this picture that said "anime eyes"

              At first I was like......weird ....but I was curious so I decided to look into it. basically these are regular color contacts that have a larger iris and a dark outer rim giving the "anime" affect. Now I admit at first I scoffed at the idea.......I mean you have to admit that the East Asian community has some pretty bazaar fashion trends...( though again I admit that sometimes I just wish I lived somewhere where dressing like that is acceptable)

              So anyway I took a second look and I was like ok anime desire set aside her eyes look sooooooooo gooooood. I mean why didn't anyone think of this before? Women are always trying to find ways to make their eyes pop and look bigger and this is such an easy solution!  Seriously Asian people are like 40 steps ahead of Americans no wonder they think we are so dumb. We must seem like I dunno we are still in tribal stage or something. Plus I have just always wanted to try color contacts anyway but I don't wear glasses so I figured they would cost an arm and a leg.

              Then I got excited this could be my break through! This could be my way to escape from drab boring simple fashion into bright colorful ethereal fashion! OMG now I'm obsessed I just bought a pair online hello kitty lens case and all and I want to follow some of their fashion trends. I mean why cant I be more exciting and fun? Everyone in america is starting to look the same dress the same wear their sweats to the grocery store and don't get me wrong I have done that too, but then how embarrassing is it to run into someone you went to highschool w while they are all dressed up in work clothes and I'm frumpin it. Not anymore cause even if I was frumpin it I'm gonna have big beautiful eyes while I'm doin it!

            So anyway take a gander what I'm obsessing about .........

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              So all of these girls are Asian so they might look better then I do because I'm like as white as they come but I'm really excited to try...I mean I do have the big boobs and long hair lol so we will see I would deff post pictures.

              So what do you guys think though? Hit or Miss? Would you be willing to try them? If you saw some white girl in the mall w them would you think she was weird?

                  I think 17 really looks like an anime character and I think that 2 is my favorite.